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May 28, 2007

Alone again in this empty room…..

It s been 7 days since i left their house. Its kinda sad when your alone. Even though i have a kulot na dugyot friend here next door you get bored parin. Actually this is the first time i live alone on my own. Some times you have this feeling of depression… you like to cry all night, remembering many sad moments of your life. You miss everyone.. your friends, your love and your old life. You miss them all. You will force to sleep all day just to forget everything that reminds you of sadness. Every song i hear, every picture i see reminds me everything, you can't stop your tears to fall, smile and pretend that you are ok.Well, I know how to take care of myself, to do everything on my own, but when sadness comes…. sigh*

Last night it get mingled with my fellow house mates, its kinda fun but theres still missing. You are laughing just to say you are laughing at there jokes, you are shouting just to say you are happy with their company. I miss everything in my life…. But being alone, you got a time to think of everything in your life, you mix and match situations… realized everything. Sometimes you will get mad at your self, (why did i do this, look at your self!). Maybe this is just another blank wall in my life, God gave me these to figure out how to crossed this obstacles… to paint it and leave it with full bright colors.

Life is too short, theres no time to spare, i have to be strong for myself and for the three of us. I don't want to see my future with full of sadness and despair. God… please give me strength to do all of this. Give me a great dedication to start all over again. Don't let me to be frustrated, help me to get up every time i fall down. Give me a strong wall … Help me to be brave to face all of this…..

“I may not be the perfect & a bright person as you see, but i can be a right person and prove everything that i can do better than that. “

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i know its hard specially para syo kc sanay k madaming tao n nkpaligid sayo at madaming activity.. pro di habang buhay ganun.. nahiirapan din ako kc nasanay n ko n kasama k pro i dont want you to see that cause i know it will be much harder for you.. your a strong person and i know you can surpass this feeling alone.. andito ko at si iya.. we’re not always around you but we never leave you.. you always and forever have us..just think of that and you’ll realize you’re not alone. theres a lot of steps, i mean a lot, in order to achieve our dreams.. and this is one of those steps sweetie.. be brave not just for me or for your self.. but be brave for iya.. we will always be here loving you sweetie. muah!

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