Tera Maia

Our 6^th Monthsary… we are both happy yesterday. Maraming event na naganap. 6Am in the morning may mga flying stones na lumilipad sa bintana. And guess what si Papa pala yun, hay… mommy is busy fixing her hair while papa is waiting for someone to open the door… CAAAATTTHEERINEEEE…. feel ko panaginip lng yun pala nagwawala na si papa sa labas ng bahay at binabato napala kami para magising. Dada woke up and run downstairs quickly and open the door. Then back to bed. At 9:30am papa open our bedroom door and told us to wake up for the Van's blessing. Opppss… its mothers day!!! I saw mommy cooking lunch, fried bangus and pakbet! Cathy wash the dishes while me and cj is eating breakfast. 11Am its time to go. We went to Antipolo for the blessing of the van and to hear mass also. We are both happy that day… so much fun… Papa, Mommy, cj, me, cathy, bradly kulit, ate beng and kuya edwin. The churh is beautiful… very solemn, i thank God for all the blessing he gave me specially iya & cathy. I thank God for letting cathy come into my life. After the mass we went to the souvenir store to buy rosary for the van.. Dada bought me a wooden rosary and have it blessed na rin. Cj is whispering to put our ring and have it blessed too. This kiddo is funny. But cj is sweet, he is so sweet like his sister. Now its time to go home. We ate lunch at 2pm and after eating lunch. We went to Macro to buy safety gear for the van and its accessories. E walang napili si papa…  

Papa decided to go to Robinson's Pioneer to watch movie. Kaso Tuesday pa ang Spiderman 3. We split up… me and dada go to National bookstore to buy a notebook for our business. Silver accessories;  Cj, bradly, ata beng and kuya edwin went to Tom's world; papa and mommy went to handy man to buy accessories. After that,  me and dada went to Glorietta 4 to meet ate —-. Hay…. nakakapagod pero happy kasi ang saya-saya. Dada told me that shes so happy because im here with her and her family while  fulfilling their dreams and shes happy meeting someone na special skin and accepted sya…

Some day.. i know everything will be A.O.K.

Kolorete

 This is my tiny tubby wipoink… dada gave this to me when i was in the mid-shift..
tsuuuuup…. i love you.. 

 

   

 

 

My dada's gift… last February. Hay… super kilig to the max this is the first most precious gift dada gave to me.. Ang ngiti ko sobra… hay…. ( diamond lover kasi ako e…)  

 

 

 

  Hay… i love watch… and its pink.

Relief….

Yesterday morning is not a pleasant day for me (specially the whole Wednesday morning) .. my body wants to take a break… my head is aching… my back hurts… my eyes are tired… I'm so damn tired. Dada is getting worried … (because I'm so damn sick). After office, we go ahead to Toyota to pick up his brand new Innova….Yes… Sign here… sign there… (and hirap mag sulat ako ang napagod) Hay… little by little i hope… (sabi nga ni mommy tulong-tulong). I'm so happy being with her family and I'm thankful of what i have now in my life, may kulang oo…. pero in time…. just be strong and have faith.

We arrived at home not feeling very well. While taking a nap, i feel dada's breath and heard her whispers. I hear her sweet voice, those sweet words, i feel relief, i know she loves me so much. Hay… shes so sweet, she always woke up and check on me, she always rubs my back, put a towel on it. Kiss me… hug me… kiss me.. hug me… and then she said… sweetie kain ka mamaya spaghetti ha may dala sila mami… toink! Tama ba rinig ko sphagetti?!@#%.. spaghetti nga! Time to get up…. we ate dinner…. yummm sphaaageeeettti…. chicccckkkkennnn… After dinner, its time to take a good night sleep… when i open our bedrooms door i smell something… hmmm… a nice scent… shes so sweet…. we both lay down to bed… have a little talk… talking about what happens , about the past… so many stories… i told her everything she would like to hear. And its all clear now… i wish…

Today…so peaceful… i hope… daming naging hassle this past few days, but that's finish, na tapos na at tinapos na. Another day, another journey. Back to our plans again. I wish someday our hopes and our dreams will come true.

“mahal n mahal kita and i want you to be happy.. i want us to be happy..

in time..one step at a time.. makukuha natin lahat.

i love you so much and i want to give you everything that i can to make you happy.

My 7am loving message from dada. She's so sweet.. she's always like this, sana di magsawa. Now i realized why?…. Why they can't forget this person. Because shes special, she is so special…

Sex…

Sex is a beautiful thing two people can share; but, only when they are both on the same page.

Screwball…

Yesterday is a bright day for me after a long bull session, we decided to start a new beginning….. again… Hope it works.. We always argue for one person “Cruella De Vil” her fiendish, self-centered & hard-featured ex-girl friend. Hmp! Actually the meaning of her name is “ a daylight” which is nice but in the contrary she's a shadow of darkness.
Before, she told me that this girl is nice and after loving this girl, as her whole life for so many years, this girl just dump her for one reason… falling in love with his friend “may spark e…” bullshit! Cruella just told her that.

After a long chasing for “Cruella De Vil” and for being a heart broken for a year she just met a cute (ahem…) tall.. ( ahem ahem)… flawless (woot wow..) sexy, gorgeous (!@#$%… ah… what did i said?) the nicest person she ever met…. ( at ako na yun! Plangok!). At first, i told her that i have iya in my life… and she accepted that, hay… another life another relationship. We struggle for so many obstacles ( shit! Dumudugo na ilong ko ka ka english! So kaka talaga…). After fighting for our rights, here comes the bright side. I'm out… every one was shock, well not all of them. And now were both happy. Yesterday, She told me this "Mahal na mahal kita" hmmm… carry mo? She always told me that she loves me, but yesterday morning is different. We wake up like nothing happens. (This is the first time, after having an argument, we've done nothing but take a good night sleep.)

Hay… I'm so tired of thinking to the things Cruella is doing. I don't want to hear anything about Cruella. She thought me how to hated her. Before… i don't care about Cruella De Vil, but the way she call… and her text ( bhe-bhe, miss you, i know we will see each other in time, bhe wag ka mag alala kapag nag ka work me bibili kita PSP…. kebs! ), chat and email my partner, pretending that nothing bad happens to them. She's a buffalo in our relationship. She is so selfish, she can't accept the fact that her ex don't love her anymore. Grrrr…. !@##$%! Sorry! Dada's mine now! I don't want to be selfish… but my friend told me, its not bad to be selfish…  sometimes… we need this especially when you are fighting for your love & your relationship. Sometimes i was thinking if i will just give her back to Cruella? but someone's holding me back and thats her, my dada… she never gets tired of telling and explaining me everything to me. One time she told me this "I'm so damn hurt from knowing that the person I love don't believe me and don't trust me".It's kinda sad… but in some ways its true but not perfectly true, theres a reason behind why i don't believe her that much and she knows that, and i know she understands me… well, its all about Cruella.  Jealousy? ( may part na ganun na nga~) but it's about Cruella's attitude of being a Buffalo in our life. I should not be like this…. i should not be distracted….. but i love this person so much and i don't want her to walk away… and like what she always told me “Please don't leave me”. I will never ever leave you and I'm staying here beside you. Hay…

“Hmmm… walang magtataas ng kilay moment ko to'”